You know when you wake up... you are so unaware of everything around you, and only care about yourself than the others around you. I woke up like that every morning--took a shower, sleep for another thirty mins before I would drive to school with my siblings...and expect everything to be the same. We parked the car and always went our seprate way into the school. It was so quite...there were no voices. A senior walks up to me and pats my shoulder asking me if i was ok... I guess i was... it was about week left of school. I walk to my first period class, rushing so I don't get a detention...I was late my teacher didn't write me up... only was playing a stupid Homer played by british people.

Then second period...they annoucned one of my best friend's death. I don't even know the feeling... yet I should cause the same feeling came to me few months ago. I just stood up, and walked out the classroom.

i walk out of school onto Freedom Trail -- a druggy trail in the forest right near the school.... And if...the sky could cried... it poured and... i can't feel anything anymore. Then i scream over and over till i dont have a voice. Then i look up, and see someone sit down next to me... Jack [my older brother]. He then pulls me up and we walk to his car where we change into dry clothes, and go into the school....

I've never been in a hallway so quite when the bell rang.

Jack was a senior ready to graduate and go to Holy Cross College. He did XC with me, and was my Master when i was a freshman.

-When a freshman is brought into high school XC he gets master and does whatever the master says... jack was mine, and we had a blast. ...Ha! One time my friend and I were kicking a soccer ball before XC and Jack comes over with some cake -- offers it to us before XC, so...we begin to eat it, then he takes our hair, and slams our head into the cake... and forced us to run all pratice with it on.... Lol... we both loved to draw. And... it isn't fair.

I know i've got some friends up in the atmosphere.
It's another reason not to fear the sky.... Cause if you fall, they will catch you.